I have a anker strapped tightly to my leg i swim with everyday. Something i will have until it kills me. This anker makes me known to everyone and everything. It now tells me what pills i take and what i can eat or to stay longer here with everyone. This Anker is cancer and its a bitch. It doesn’t just sink me it takes my family down with it. I have seen my father cry his mother and so on. It is a knife you know if you try to remove it will kill the other. You just wait and see all the things wash over life like a memory being show on the world. It makes us stronger but also makes us crumble when alone and weak when we see no sun. But it is family now cancer, and the what ifs. What if’s are what ties the cancer to your leg and sinks you. They hold you down.